Secrets

Secret #1:
Honestly? I think I'm truly the most...
Disgusting, ugly, revolting thing on this planet


Secret #2:
I don't believe you when you say I'm pretty.


Secret #3:
My smiles are never real


Secret #4:
I've come a drink away from killing myself.


Secret #5:
I have no problem with cutting myself. I actually love it.


Secret #6:
When people tell me things that they've done (i.e. had sex, love, got in a fight ect ect) I never believe a single word.


Secret #7:
I actually hate it when you don't notice somethings wrong.


Secret #8:
I hate hanging out with people.


Secret #9:
I think that the human race is the most corrupt of all spiecies.


Secret #10:
My parents fight so much, I just wish they would STAY seperated.

True Warrior

Somedays, I have to reming myself to smile


Because if I don't, they'll know


That my laugh is just a lie


And my soul is hollow


Oh, no, I'm fine I'm okay


No matter how much I say this


The pain won't go away


Lies running off my tongue


As natural as breathing


It's not like it matters


No one really cares if I'm alive or dying.


Stop staring at me


Stop acting like you care


We both know they're just empty words


The concern isn't really there


The rumors don't bother me that much


Because they're all true


I wonder what would happen


If everyone knew exactly what I do


What I do when the pain becomes too much


And the world turns on me


What I do when I can't cry anymore


When I just feel so...empty


Nights and days are a blur


Seconds seem like hours


Can't seem to keep a grip on reality


But dreams also lay in shatters


I am a true warrior


Fighting the battle of depression


To tell the truth... I'm about to give in


-I actually wrote this one.